Monday, June 28, 2010

Fools

I wrote your favorite rhymes.
I can spit em out on a dime.
I've searched.
I searched...

Please let this take over,
this feeling that I run from.
This is tearing me apart.
A brand new start?
A call with no answer.
Just wanted to prove that you're there.
I started a new dialogue,
that broke my heart.
It made me new today...

And a random thought.
I mixed the feelings of yesterday.
I saw them walk in different directions,
with a lie packed in every one.
This was so far from who I am,
and I'm passed out on your couch.
Hiding in the nook and cranny of your house.
This is my dialogue.
It's covered by what's hidden.
Hate and fear are so smitten.

These are the ramblings...
of a fool who is stuck on replay.
Writing,
Singing,
Saying,
Typing,
and drawing.
Out some sort of truth to his lies.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Drinking down the chances I never took.

We laid there with fingers crossed and got lost in the acute angles that our bodies formed while stars winked and cross multiplied what was there all along. We were taken in and consumed by the energy from the ground beneath us and We became sea dwellers for just one night. We were in the water flipping and turning in the waves. Salt water seeped into our eyes and we felt no pain... I always knew that's where we belonged. We were the crashing waves on the shore. Tide in and Tide out. We were the waves. We were a double helix pair constantly intertwining our bodies together. Eventually our lungs broke, and we returned to the night sky. I turned my head and you were gone and my fingers were uncrossed but everything seemed to be...ok. I drink down all I can find now. I lose myself sometimes but I'm all right. I've set out on a voyage for gold and all the while I drink. I drink for you, I drink for me, I drink down all the chances I never took.

Monday, June 21, 2010

Dancing with the sky

I once danced the dance to captivate the sky. It would swirl around me and help me keep the beat of the songs that played in my head. I once let my hair whip around in rhythmic sways but since then I've cut my hair short. I left the sky in 2007, I let the ambrosia drag me down away from dancing and joined the ones who stood still and let the world revolve around them. I've since found my beat and am starting to regain my moments of hip movements and foot slides. The beat is pulsing upwards through the blades of grass and climbing up to my dark hair. It is surging through my veins and I can feel the dance of dances coming back and I will once again captivate the sky.

Years ago...


I was once strangled by the stars. They wrapped their glimmering hands around my throat and raised me above the atmosphere. I could see their eyes while floating in the exosphere and they were filled with tears. The stars don't visit me anymore. It's been years ago since...

Sunday, June 20, 2010

The twentieth day of June

Today I disconnected myself from humanity and stared at the sky. I didn't see
airplanes that were pretending to be shooting stars, rather I saw a
great landscape of dancing colors, of blue and white. Soon black
captured those colors in an orb of glowing cream white and thus it was night time.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Contorted Heart ¿?

I have a heart.
It twists and turns and at times is hidden in a mysterious veil.
Just like any heart in the world you have to search to find how the organ works.
Mine contorts, it molds to every new experience I put it through.
And when I fall my heart is graceful in it's dismount always landing on it's feet even when I don't. My heart is anatomically correct. I'm over being a hopeless romantic so I ditched the heart in the shape of a pair of upside down testicles and adopted a new one. One that keeps people guessing. One that fits me and when it doesn't it contorts to match where I am and where I'm going.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

She

She was a no one
and she calls me.
She threw a fit.
No more souls
Promises...
She promised me.

We all deserved a time outside of the rain. And we shall be dry...

Data Waves

I spend my coldest nights above the data waves.
Avoiding each deadly pulse.
Making only the slightest noise,
and hoping for a savior giant
to come down and release me from my sandy cocoon.
You can't hold a candle to me.

Vessel

A rare sudden rush.
Crescendo into downpours.
Water fade away.

A hollow vessel.
A great structure torn to shreds.
Blank remembrance...

Phantom's last will

A sudden cloud shift.
Pouring down waves and drowning,
out the soulless ones.

The grim reaper's hand.
Cloaked death shrouds a child's heart.
A phantom's last will.

A sunshine rainfall.
A paradox in the sky.
Caught up in it all.

I am a mammal...


I am a mammal.
Waves break on my skin
and the lofty current carries me under.
My fur is soaked to the bone.
An undry-able force...inside...outside.
My body folds itself into acute angles.
A path that I have lost.
This situation is moxing.
Slowly.
Falling.
I close my eyes and my central nerves collapse.

Stargate 27

Sometimes I get carried away.
Birds. Balloons.
Defiant of gravity.
While at a stand still above the atmosphere,
I find the answers to the most common questions.
Take that as you will.

Bought words.

A rimose memory.
Dating back 9-7
A sense of abhorrence for that thought.
Trite diction, follow through

Seek panacea.
A simple way to a cure.
He is still alive.

Stultification.
Way further than the true mark.
You don't have it yet.

JimJams Strabismus.
Jitters, a eye condition.
Slowly taking me.

Tabescence sets in.
I'm dissolving into soil.
Taking you with me.

Repatriate me.
I don't belong in this place,
and they don't see this...

Glass houses


A slow release.
Legs give way and a sudden collapse.
Cleophus has carried me away.
These glass houses fogging up into translucent...
Crowds form, watching a spectacle through the glass.
11...eleven

Sailed home


I'm sitting on the shore
waiting to be sailed away.
A bear, my companion.
I want to be sailed home.

Healing Rays

Let me decompose,
and sink gently into this.
Orb, make my limbs new.

Darkening Horizon

Elegant skyline.
A orb perched atop the clouds.
Such a sight to see...

Hidden Beauty

I saw the beauty of nature in eyes of two lovers and in the imprint of a mother and her children. This untamed beauty is often hidden from view.

Voices from friends

Voices reside where?
Through the trees they do speak now.
Speak to me...Don't harm

Tramp through God's garden.
This great beauty he has made,
but this is endless.

Do fear not of harm,
a mere footprint in the end,
will not hurt me now.

Alone, a venture.
Bring out a good companion.
Let them see this all.

Feeble bones

I fear the falling.
These limbs might break and fall.
Crush my feeble bones.

Fallen

One fallen, he'll die.
Soon he'll decompose and poof.
Join the round and wind.

Hunched over archway.
Fallen so elegantly.
Cut off from the Earth.

Iconium

3,2,9...
Let the waves break you down.
3,2,9...
Carry you to shore somewhere.
3,2,9...
Once again I am here.
3,2,9...
and your stuck right there
3,2,9 to shore I'll share.

Helle

Helle, and you escape up on the ram.
Gold, hot fur under your hands.
Time...and the water swallows up whats whole of your soul.

(oh sister dear, we had to run away then)

Water falls heavy on your chest.
Unholy time flows swiftly, your apart of the strait.
One to four miles wide, the Aegean Sea swallows you up.
The Sea of Marmara has got your soul.

Tangential

Tangential I am.
Roaming with my words on this,
I'm hiding something.

Savonarolla

Savanarolla,
and at times that's how I feel.
Burned to death, heresy.

English Sparrows

Wings, fair beauty, fly.
Into the billowing clouds.
Your wings touch the sky.

Parabiosis

Random two breeds
left together...
...parabiosis...
Will this parachute hole the air dwelling lovers?

La yeux sil vous plait


Escape into the gray night
and stow your body in our hideaway.
La yeux sil vous plait.
Let me see your marble beauties.
They sparkle and shine in my mind.
We're so close.
What will happen in this silent dark?