Question

If I wait in the darkness, can I expect to find the light? That's a dumb question. Nineteen. That is how many years ago this countdown began, but for what? If I stand in the rain can I expect to be dry? Once again, dumb. Then what is it that I'm looking for? Why does every answer lead to another question? Damn. Paradox. I can wing this all and fly blindly into the cloudy sky and ask no questions but...Lead up to another question. This will continue growing if I let it. I just have to ignore the ones labeled on my left wrist. Two, one is upside down. Why are they there? My choice. An ever evolving question turned upside down will always look the same. It is still the same question, just a different angle. This was never about a heart or how it turns and changes. Taken literally, they are my answer. Why should I justify these answers? It still persists...damn