A plot to disappear

I would like to phase out. Phase out meaning to disappear. To become nothing for the slightest moment even would make me feel warm. I'm plotting out this act. I'm preparing for a trip out to the sea. I might travel by foot, or car, or airplane but I will get there. I'll gather things along the way. About myself, humanity, and what it means to breath. I'm sick of these bullshit places I call home so I'm molding a new idea of home. It won't be anything but simple. A simple idea. For this search I'm going to shed everything. Friends, Family, belongings. I'm going to lose everything so that I can find out what my feet can do. It's necessary though you might not agree. I've grown tired of everything around me and even myself, I've grown tired of me. So I'll plot and execute this plan for disappearing. I'll leave without any goodbyes and without warning anybody of my plot or where I am going. This letter to all who matter or all who think matter is the only indication of my plot. Though you'll probably take this as a joke or a metaphor. You decide...